25 things...

1. I believe that McCarthy was put on this earth to create beautiful literature exposing the hideous acts of humanity.

2. Even the idea of speaking to someone I don't really know scares me beyond reason.

3. I wish I had money to be fashionable...or...not to wear a sweatshirt every day of my life.

4. I refuse to be with someone who will not love me for who I am.

5. Each passing day, I realize more and more that I hate my major. I just want to make art...but you have to grow up, right?

6. I am most at peace at night, staring up at the stars, or underwater.

7. I miss my brother.

8. sometimes I have the urge to careen my car off the side of the road...but then again, who doesn't get that urge?

9. I believe one of the most attractive characteristics in a man is the ability to be compassionate and show it.

10. I believe I am an outcast in my own dorm building. which sucks. but I don't do anything to make it better.

11. I have made no real friends since moving, and it hurts. But I don't see that changing.

12. A few nights ago, it rained when I woke up at 3 am. So I went outside and laid down for an hour.

13. I will push you away if you get close.

14. I live inside my head.

15. I hate, with a passion, the color orange.

16. My dream in life is to own my own wedding-cake shop, and paint in my free time. It hurts to think that might never happen.

17. My puppy is freakin' awesome.

18. I roofed a house in 110 degree heat.

19. I have never really worked anywhere besides a coffee shop.

20. I will save a panda and live in China for at least a year.

21. When I was younger, I believed anything my brother told me...which was a bad thing to do.

22. If I could, I would live in an art studio and paint my life away.

23. I have no idea what I will be doing a year from now.

24. I think that Americans are some of the most disgusting people on the face of the earth.

25. I pray every night for fear that if I don't, I might lose someone I love.