I remember...

I remember about a year ago, I was lost.


I had been with a guy for four years. I thought he was the one. We were absolutely perfect, or so I thought. Life was everything that I wanted, until he told me that there was someone else...

I was crushed.

It was like I lost myself. When he left, it was as if a part of me was gone, and I would never get it back. Months, upon months, I couldn't smile. I would just crumble on the stairs and fall into a fit of tears. but as time went on...I picked myself back up...

What I really, really regret, was showing him the pain. I would call him. I tried to stay friends with him, and it was the worst thing that I could have ever done to myself. Looking back, it was like I was going through a drug withdraw, you are so happy with it, and then the months after you lose it, you want to die...and every time you go back to it, letting it go just gets harder and harder...


Sometimes, letting go of the ones you love the most, is the best thing you can do.


I know it may be hard...hell, I still can tear up at the thought of him, and it has been over a year since I have seen him.

It is just that...in those months after we broke it off, I would call, and almost beg him to come back, I would cry...and then, the next morning, feel like shit. It was killing me, yet every time that I called and talked, I was so happy...until the conversation would turn, and make me look pathetic...again.

So just let go.

One day, either your love will wake up and realize what happened, and how they were wrong...so wrong...

or...

someone new will appear. They will whisk you off your feet, and take you away from all the pain, and you can never stop smiling, or laughing...and each time you think about the one who broke your heart...it hurts a little less...and a little less...

I still miss him. I mean...I use to believe that you only fall in love once...but now, I can't believe that. If that is true, then my quota is filled and I am fucked. haha...

There is no limit to love. Each time someone breaks your heart, just pick up the pieces and walk away. They were not worth it. You are better than that. You may not think it now, but you will see...

it just takes time.

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