My not-so-happy post.

I didn't realize it until tonight, but I'm still hurting from my ex doing things to me that should never be done to any girl. ever.

and then my mother calls, and we all know how that ends. screams, cussing, beautiful shit.

so, along with burning all images of my ex, and ripping up a journal from him, I also decided to fucking murder the bear he gave me.

I am still really pissed, and really hurting. I didn't know I still hurt. Not from missing him, oh god no, but from what he did to me. It makes you feel so weak, so helpless. I hate it.

the murder weapon.

I got so mad that I broke off the tip of the knife.

heh...

this is my not happy post. sorry...